When all of a sudden ur overpowered by a
numbness that u can't explain... a lashing
pain that squeezes at your heart and tries to
suffocate u. U try to fight the devil but fail. U
try to keep what matters to u close to urself
but it slips through ur fingers like sand in an
hour glass... ur hurt and bleeding but u
shadow the loss with a smile and act brave
Cuz ur scared to be sympathised with ... u put
up an I'm OK board to keep away those peers
who are quiet happy to see ur demise and
those who care leave u alone knowing u need
space. The moist eyes.. blurry vusions the
screams of leave me alone haunts u every
passing minute.. u shout out into the lonely
darkness and scramble about for a speck of
light... u try to grab at a support to rise up
from the vortex.. then all of a sudden u kill
urself.. u kill the feelings... u claim to be a
player... u claim that u are strong.. u claim
feelings dsnt matter to u... u make want to
make others feel what u felt... but every night
when u curl up in bed... when u are alone
with no sound of civilization breaking the spell
of pain u realize what u lost... u close ur eyes
and picture the happy times with that
someone who made promises of forever after
and left you soon after and from the
memories your anger is rekindled making u
want to *act strong* and *act a player*
