Come Friday and what do I think...Ahh.. here is the coveted day (T.G.I.F) ....let my hair down and gulp those shots....ummmm not exactly sweet...but yesss they give me a high...!!!!!The foot-tapping goes on till the wee hours until I throw up or I can't take anymore....and watch some lucky ones do get to take the Venus or the Mars home....So what exactly is lacking that I want to enjoy the Friday or a holiday as it is not going to come the next week or am I still thinking that it all ends in the year 2012...
That spark is missing and though a lot of turbulent thoughts might not be able to take a definite shape in my head...I ponder of doing something....What do I rue... Ohhh I do not get time from office, working late...so much work...the same routine everyday...I frequently ask myself this question,am I enjoying....Nooo, but the flash ideas vanish into thin smoke as soon as it may try to make a foray as the clouds passing over an area...Laziness and lack of guts on my part, which is holding me back....Watching Tv on a Saturday and Sunday, making myself mentally ready...Bullshittt...
My hobbies have taken a backseat...and I have got used to the easy present lifestyle....unable to look beyond what lies ahead of me.....
So once again while writing I think... am I wasting myself....True...but the reason remains a mystery still...on the face I may say lack of time....Inside its the Lack of Ideas and the hunger!!!!!!!
