we two crazy kids
jumping off the staircases,
tanned skin and dry hair
oh yeAh our open shoe laces.
hand in hand and a round turn
a toothy smile was burning sun,
people were jealous but we didn't care
our friendship was one in a billion.
it was key to the next level
yet there was a lot of quarrel,
we both then fell along
without thinking to where we belong.
i didn't know what had happened to us
why had we started caring too much.
why there was always a feeling of having him,
why there stayed an insecurity of losing him.
one can term it as "love"
one can call it an "affection",
above all, he is my lord
i adore him to the very extent.
never the third person makes spaces between the two,
never a confusion aparts people
it was a weak root that dispersed us,
he showed me more but the faith was less.
i used to be his biscuit,
he wAs my cream,
from that day i called myself a dreamer,
because, he is and always had been my favourite dream.
i never thought it would be happening with me too
i presumed him with me throughout my life,
actually the first line of this poem must be edited
only i was a kid who planned to be his wife.
all of a sudden,my heart got broken
that natural smile turned into a fake one.
my shattered eyes were looking after him
this was really not done.
he stopped talking to me though,
believing people in single go.
i be just an option,wow!!
and somebody has made another story now.
all of me loves all of him
i won't let those memories be dim.
first love always be the first,
i'll be a crow & he be my thirst.
nightmares, that i had ,can never appear to be true,
so I need to take a bliss,
because,
he was never miNe
neither i was his..
and you must be thinking that who is he
you still don't understand that?
I've already written the name of my Love,
follow the lines and guess from above.. :D :D
-Dirgha Pandey
