Hope has always given me a reason to smile, a reason to continue and a reason to give my best!
But I fee now I am full,
for the things have changed
My smile has become dim and weak, it can hide my pain no more,
all the strength has been taken away by tears,
I feel so weak,
I feel so alone,
I want to run away, fly away,
I just want to go away from this cruel world, as far as I can do,
I weep even in my dreams,
reality has exhausted me already!
I cannot move into the future,
All I can wish is to disappear !
Just to be there where I don't have to weep in my nights and fight my tears in the day!
Where I may smile a real smile,
Where I am look no tired,
Where I am free!
Where the Frigidity doesnot haunt me,
Where my heart can Live!
where I am loved!
I don't want anything from anything, not even love,
All I want is to not HURT me!
For I know strenght no more,
I want to cry out loud, so loud that I may not hear my own mind!
just once, let me cry at-least!!!
I want to hope no more,
I am not hopeless,
But, All I want is to pour the heavy things out of me!
My heart can bear no more!
I am done with everything!
Oh Lord, just take me to somewhere, where my mind is at peace, my heart may have joy and my eyes don't get blur by tears any time I want to see the beauty!!!
just once!
Give me my right of my being Born!
let me live in peace!!!
Let me have real joy,
let me see the Beauty!!!
Let me give a day when I don't have to weep!
or if this cannot happen, then I wish just take my heart away! for only feeling to fullest I have is "being hurt" !!!
I am sorry for being complaining, but that's it...
