It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and
hate someone all at the same time. And it’s
hard to watch things change when all you want
is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but
stupid how you want everything and nothing at
the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let
go, but you keep holding on. And when you
want to move on, but you’re stuck right where
you started. When feelings come and go and
you can’t decide what you want. When you
have so many things to say but you don’t know
where to start. When you want them in your life
so bad, but all you can do is push them farther
and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to
how things used to be and look at it now and
realize that things are different and they may
never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not
worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you
wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it..
::::: PK ♥MâĎĎÝ :::::
