It's scary how people leave scars on you; how
certain people will never really vanish from the
thoughts in your mind. I mean, I don't think I
will ever get over you. It's not that I'm sad
about us; but, sometimes in the middle of the
day, out of nowhere, I hear your sentence
quoted. I hear one of you phrases, loud in my
mind, and I feel the way it goes all the way
down to my heart again, destroying me like a
tsunami.
It overcomes you slowly. It's like I get thrown
back into the sea, and waves of my thoughts
are crashing over me. I don't know how I am
supposed to get over a person, and you don't
have to. You can still cry after months about it.
Even when you're married and endlessly happy
with that person, you should be able to cry
about your first love. Not because you're still in
love with them, even if a little part still is, but
because you will always love what you once
loved.
You learn to understand it. With every new
moment and experience in your life, you start to
understand, piece by piece, what was happening
back then.
::::: PK ♥MâĎĎÝ :::::
