I grew up listening it’s a male dominant society and that you can never trust male gender. I never accepted that because teachings and environment both never complimented each other
I remembered clearly having bunch of male friends throughout my childhood.we use to climb up trees, collect insects and bees thinking we were scientists who were on a mission of discovering new species.without a doubt we never passed that test.we never promised to stay with each other as we didn't have a slightest clue that we will grow up and things will get complicated.
I never chose my friends myself but my school group consisted of 5 boys and me. every boy in the class was my friend and not a single girl knew me well.It wasn't an issue till those guys had my back.major turn out was when I stepped into teens and was promoted to girls wing.I lost my boys and having to share with girls who didn't talk to me was very difficult.I went quite for like four to five years.finally in my college years I started talking and found girls aren't alien and they can be fun too.but I didn't let anyone become my best friend. I knew I was different from other ladies but getting used to that concept was pretty difficult.
After getting into college I had couple of male friends but it never worked out.they never took me as friend what they saw was a girl talking to them.this gender discrimination was what got me into depression but still I never hated boys.I wanted to and still want to be one of them.
