Is It You?

Is it you?
Looking at me from a distance,
So that I couldn't say how much I missed you?
Is it you?
Leaving me in bits and restraining your feelings
And letting me feel your pain and sorrows?
Is it you?
I see you everywhere, but you aren't actually there.
I rummage through faces and find no trace of you.
I am surviving somehow without you,
Every second seems to have become a century,
Ecstasy, melancholy, all my emotions are dull without you.
There are reasons for me to be happy,
But the loneliness you give me kills them all.
Eerie feeling kills me, but I remain undeterred.
There is nothing special than loving you forever,
As for the pain, its quantity defines my love for you.