Whether you believe me or not.
Just please know that I tried.
I know you don't believe me,
But this apology is from inside.

I mean it more than anything.
Because you're everything to me.
I think about you every day,
And I wish that you could see.

But you are totally blind to that.
And you're deaf to all I say.
You're mute when I try to talk to you.
And it kills me more each day.

Actually no. It doesn't kill me.
It tortures me instead.
Because I'm sure it would be a relief
If I were just lying dead.

At least then i wouldn't be so sad
Or dwell on my mistakes.
But I've got a lot of life ahead of me
And plenty more to make.





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