If Only

If only he care he would know what’s behind my smile.
If only he saw he can see what’s really in my eyes
If only he heard to what I din’t say to him, but to me twice
If only he knows why my heart is not mine

But he is so much into himself and in him I can see
The pain he carries in his heart, the same pain in me
That what he lost, I am losing now

And when he started, he started with care
And when I decide to continue, I am aware
That he could never see what’s in my heart

If he could, he could see flames and erupting volcanoes
If he could see he will see foresight of shattering dreams
For if he had the pain of losing the loved ones
I have the pain of loving the ‘lost’ ones.