You said, never ever leave,
and that you need me,
If only, you could believe,
those words were mine.
I know how much I affect you,
and hurt you sometimes,
If only, I could remember this,
all the time,in the past.
I keep myself busy, working,
surrounded with people,
If only I could control my dreams,
where you still stick around.
Music has changed its mood,
so has the humming of birds,
If only, I could change,
the rhythm of my heart.
There is a pain in your eyes,
a sadness in my soul,
If only, this mail could bring,
a smile on your face.
Everything will be alright, stable,
and will shake again,
If only, you could see,
this is a fable, called life.
I would have stopped writing mails,
leaking emotions, memories,
If only, you could stop reading,
my mails, more than once.
You could have understood me,
and my words,
If only, you had time,
tonight.
so read again ... slowly this time ...
