I walked in my dream
In darkness …… infinity
My feet don’t seem to touch the ground
I feel no gravity
My thoughts seem to tussle
In various directions
I find no way out from this mental resurrection
I look for a hint a clue
I seem trapped in my emotional blue
It is dark it is black
It is saturnine, suffocating and painful
I want to escape this absorbing immortality
To elude from this infinite unreal reality
I footle in and out
Up and down
All around
My hands are empty
My soul feels abandoned
My emotions have become void
And I came across me
I was chained with my misfortune
Bleeding, crying in agony
I was dying in it
I wanted to live
I wanted to hold my life and fly with it
I was helpless, incapable
I wanted to fight back to live
Everything was a tint full of remorse
I had walked far away from myself
Leaping from the dreadful me
I felt water on my skinny face
Ashamed and disgraced
My legs couldn’t hold the weight of my shame
I collapsed on ground
I was in an unceasing life’s game
Life seemed no more than a masquerade
I screamed and moaned
For life what was gone won’t come again
Never will those days be , relived
And I wont be that happy me, never again!!!
