I wish ..

I wish you had not messaged me that day
Years after we talked, for the first time in a way

I wish I had not called you up that night
Sorting and making our way through the fight

I wish you had not told me the things you did
You're The one I had, the one I shared things with

I wish you had not talked about your flaws
I forgot about them, and a guy so pure is what I saw

I wish I had not felt the love that I did for you
You'll leave me and go away, this I never knew

I wish you had understood my feelings and my effort
All I wanted was to fix you, nothing about my own interest

I wish you had not left like this
It could have been a hit, not necessarily a miss

I wish you had known what you were doing
I Should have held your hand and stopped you from going

I wish I could stop it all
Stop thinking about you, missing you staring at the wall

But now, the damage has been done
I have the memories, but not the one I love!