I will be back

As the tears fell down,
I feel even heavier
because I know no one is there to wipe them off
and thus I prefer smile

I wish my smile could do wonders
but it only wins the hearts of youth
I don't want that
I want to help those in misery
how could I help them
when I am myself pathetic
all they seek is my attention
but,
I Am sorry,
for being so forgetful of you
I want to reach the level where I could comfort you
Remember, I owe a lot to you
you may not be purely from the same blood as mine
but I will come back to start it all over again!