Man am I a fucked up case.
I would really like to learn
How I came to this terrible place
So lonely that it burns.
It corrodes away. It never stops
Deteriorating my soul.
My heart just stops and dies and rots
Without you here to make it whole.
One broken piece does not help me
When you have the other half.
I wish that you were able to see
But it seems that you just laugh.
I can't believe how you can ignore
The way I am without you.
But you've found a new boy to adore
While I still dream about you.
And when I wake without you there
I slump into depression.
I carry on with great despair
Brought about by my obsession.
But can you blame me? It's not my fault
That you are everything I need.
I'd bring the world to a halt
To just make you believe.
Id take my life to save your own
Because I couldn't live if you passed.
It's amazing how much I have grown
Attached to you so fast.
But you ended up detached from me
After you ripped my world to shreds.
We never talk, it's plain to see
That our friendship,too, is dead.
There's no hope of it coming back.
It's vibrant and alive no more.
My memories of it fade to black.
As I hope there's more in store.
But not with you. With a different girl.
To make me feel that way.
A new person to be my world
And keep the pain away.
