I'm sorry I didn't try enough.
I'm sorry I hurt you so.
I'm sorry I ignored you
Until you we're forced to go.
I'm sorry things didn't work out.
I'm sorry that I failed.
I'm sorry when it came to you and drugs
The drugs are what prevailed.
I'm sorry that I'm saying this
I'm sorry that you cry.
I'm sorry, but I'm changing views.
Because this poem has been a lie.
I'm sorry but here is the truth.
I'm sorry I held out this long.
I'm sorry I have to tell you this,
But you're the one who's wrong.
So I'm sorry that I tried to hard,
And I'm sorry you hurt me.
I'm sorry I gave all my love
To try to make you see.
I'm sorry you're to blame for us.
I'm sorry you're a mess.
I'm sorry I didn't just stick to drugs
Because they hurt a whole lot less.
I'm sorry I'm directing this at you.
I'm sorry you deserve all this.
And I'm sorry that even with all the bad
You're still the thing I miss.
I'm sorry for a second change of pace
But I'm done apologizing.
It was you who had all the control
And was always criticizing.
I don't know why I shifted the blame
To me instead of you.
I guess Love just had blinded me
As love it tends to do.
And even now when I know that
It wasn't me, but you instead,
I still can't seem to remove you
From the thoughts in my head.
I hate how much I loved you
Because now that we are done.
Every time I curse your name
I think of all the fun.
We had a lot. Late nights together
We're always great to me.
But I guess that did not last long
As everyone can see.
I guess that I'm just ranting now
I forgot the point I was making.
Oh yeah, I'm sorry. Oh wait, I'm not.
Except for my own heart that's breaking.
I'm sorry you're a mess.
I'm sorry I didn't just stick to drugs
Because they hurt a whole lot less."
Lovelovelove (y)