My mind said to me,"Leave and advance"
but my heart told me to give it a chance.
I listened to my heart and gave it a shot,
Bad was the choice and it made me pay the prize.
I thought I can still have a chance so I kept holding on,
Lately I realised that the faith and hope was long gone.
Sadly, it was you, the girl I trusted the most
Who left me empty, just like a ghost.
I must have been crazy even to try,
Because all it did was crush me from deep inside.
I cried, for there was too much to hide.
Like right now because I've got nothing inside.
None to loose, none to gain.
'coz I am fed up of this miserable pain.
So when someone tells me to try again,
Why should I bother? Nothing will change.
I wished this would work but it only left me hurt.
Now I'm on the ground soaked in the dirt.
When I'm tying to forget, as I lay on my bed,
Those heartbreaking moments rush back into my head.
It was paradise every time I saw your face,
But now I feel like I'm lost in space.
You gave me too much pain that i could hardly bare,
So I've decided. From now on I'm gonna be solitaire.
I gave up my heart and may die of boredom.
So I just sit here and wrote about it in this poem.
