Honey, in our meetings we have spent many happy times together and the overall chronicle tells about how much we loved each other. Honey, I believe we even do so now, we are just running from it. People even run from their lives and end up losing it. I don’t want to lose you Honey.
Now that our meeting is impeded, I am unable to get even a glimpse of you. All that are left with me are the above snaps and memories attached to them. Even when I call, which is very rare as I have to think multiple times before dialling, and then the kind of mute insignificant talks that we have on phone is very demotivating. But it’s okay; I am at least able to hear your voice. And there is no use talking about messages. You don’t reply to them, usually. It’s not that I am complaining. I am just trying to explain my condition, which is very shattered. Not able to meet you, no talks and then no messages also. It’s breaking me, killing me.
All I want to say is that we have very less time left in Delhi, few months, few days maybe. Right now we are losing a good potential time. But never mind, I don’t want to disturb you right now in your prime time. Hoping that someday I will get a little time with you and I will try my best to earn you back!
And I don’t believe in myself whether I would be able to express it or not, but I believe that you will be able to understand me. Because you said that our relationship is very strong and I know that YOU believe it.
Honey, once while standing together in front of the mirror, you said that we both are perfect for each other. And I also agreed. This belief has become a little obscured now. Though the perfection is still there, I want to bring the belief back in our relationship.
Hope I succeed.
