Hiding in red

Hiding behind
my thoughts,
my veil,
my religion,
my morality,
my duties,
your back
I`ll never
find you.

Hiding behind
your love,
your jealousy
your dominion,
your obsession
your longing,
your aggression
your stare ...

Hiding behind
my lies,
my proud
my sorrow,
my indecision
my volatility
my femininity
I`ll never
find myself.

© nia nour
.....June 014