Here's to life.

Here's to life.
Here's to breaking down for love.
To be so solid in love and to fall apart with a mere touch.
Here's to crying so hard that you can't breathe.
That it feels like your soul will shatter and you will just disappear into nothing. 
Here's to being helpless.
To slide along people with your heart on your sleeve and watch them poke it for fun.
Here's to waking up in the middle of the night.
To think about not wanting to ever wakeup again.
To be slapped by reality. 
Here's to vomiting ugly poetry.
To just get some pain out.
To have some relief in this messed up head.
Here's to not walling up.
To unlove what you've loved so dearly.
To take back what is yours.
Here's to not asking for help.
To texting, 'I am okay' while the screen blurs. 
To saying 'It is fine' while you want to scream.
Here's to telling people, 'I will be there for you'.
When you are barely there.
Here's to life. 
To breathing. 
To living.