When I sit on my stool, that's white colored
My heart thumps n pumps,brain reminds of lover
A lover who was mine, her face as fairy
a girl who shined, when angry was so scary
Pair of two 1 plus 1 we
people gave examples
see," they look so perfect"
we were an ideal sample
The care, our love was mystery, something was amiss
though we stood together, a void felt when we kissed
A cyst, a doubt persisted, gathering shape and bod
soon grew, in its length; strong as a rod
Stemmed from the desire, to hold her near forever
we knew, ignored, prepared; never to encounter ever
Months passed, days flew; then came the year new
it was a call, since last fall; our should was shouting in a deaf people's hall
It was the time to give up, we broke apart, it began
first calls reduced, then texts; hugs reduced when we met
A cry for help, heart belched, it yelped for savior from sky
"What was amiss, oh god tell me", send a message from heaven or sky
Is she cheating, not interested?
Has my faith reduced?
Is my fickle mind distracted?
Or we have have been seduced?
Has fire lost its calor?
Though love persists somewhere
We still oblige, hold hands
But our head is elsewhere
Her hair, her cheek, her lace of neck
her hands, fingers, neck with a tiny speck
never fail, to melt my heart each time
what's wrong then?, I ask when we meet each time
The lime juice we still share at teastall
movie enjoy at cinema hall
the catch and throw with ball we do
are moments , the best, now doubt that is true
Is fear the driving force that provides; and
holds us back in our stride
we know, i guess both, we are serious
for future of gold; I am curious!
The next step we take; there oath's required
it wouldn't be our choice, but inspired
by people, society existing around
we compelled to do, with no sound
But, our lives are so young
our minds are frail, a lot to learn
It's true, we yearn to together hold; hands
i claim rather bold
Responsibility on one, easy pass on other; both sides
hold for us different lives
First choice we make; happy we
other makes apart; he and she
I sleep over my bed on side
I turn and twist from side to side
surprised i want first choice more
take my life, add more score
Happiness we have, is one time chance
advance forward, i'll get what i want;
a life, with her, i should tell her; and ask
what goes in thoughts
Cyst finale, the gap would fill
ultimately we are humans, it's a matter of dil
run away or shack we both
decision we take, impacts on both.
