Happy Birthday To You, MAM RUBINA!!!!

Happy Birthday Mam Rubina.
My first and last wish of ur birthday...
i have never wished u before for this day..
n i never will...
i just hate u now...
m just winding up my things
but these memories r too much to be packed up in a suitcase like thing...
i just wana dump them away in a river or sea...
but look they r too heavy to be drowned...
no, dont tell me m wrong gramatically... ur memories will be drowned , if they ever could be, dont use sink... because they r alive.....
let me tell u... how much they talk... how much they laugh...
they r alive... alive in a tru sense of being alive...
they have more life than me...