Gazing at the sky , A tear Flows by ...

Gazing up at the sky,
A silent tear flows by.
Even the night seems sly,
As i sit there and wonder 'Why?'

Why was i chosen ?
My heart, it seems to be frozen.

Why am i doomed ?
When all i wanted was to bloom.

Lies and alibis surround me,
No matter what i do, it won't set me free.

I'm breaking apart,
Sinking in my own misery.

All i see is cruel smile,
As it holds me down while i try to flee.

They enjoy my scream of pain,
Scar my memory with stain,
I try , I thrash , I cry but all in vain.

I smile , I laugh for others to see,
No one , quite , understands who i want to be.

Gazing up at the sky,
A silent tear flows by.
I know no matter how i try,
This is something which won't just pass by....