You cannot compare any love to your
first love, because when you first
loved, you loved with innocence and
you risked without fear. Because you
didn't know what fear was, the
thought of heartache was lacking in
your daily. When you first loved, you
loved purely, without doubt and
hesitation. You loved, uneducated
and unaware. You loved not knowing
what love was. And it would be
awfully unfair to compare any love to
your first love, because from then
and always on, you will search for
that familiar voice in static, emotion
in white noise, and magic in reality.
And reality is, you'll always have that
void and it won't ever be filled
because it's there and it exists from
experience. And it won't be until you
realize that, do you finally understand
that falling in love again is and could
be far greater because you are so
lucky if love finds you again, even if
it has to force itself into the little
crevice you try to fill with needless
other unnecessary things. Because
this time, you are aware, educated
and knowing. Because if you really
do ever fall in love again, you can
differentiate between real and lust,
and if it is real, you better know how
to love and what it is to be loved.....
::::: PK <3 MâĎĎÝ :::::
