It’s amazing how life can change,
Someone’s destiny it can arrange…

Now these are the imprints of your feet on my heart
I tried to mend it, but it all fell apart.
Leaving few marks on my ugly body,
Signs of your name emending, embellishing it

The same things that put out the fire,
Ignite the heart with fuel of desire,
Just a few chunks of it, and I lost control,
Turning my brain to a junkyard, rag picker, my soul

I hate the sound when the clock ticks,
It ticked me away, never bothering to fix.
Loving you with all my heart, considering you inviolable,
Thought it would purge me, but selfish, I got the label.

Here comes the pain, with it dragging me,
I lament, “Please forgive, me forbid”.
It laughs , the sound penetrating through me,
Hurting you is all I do, all I did.

At night, your memories haunt me,
A hagridden person, the dreams daunt me,
I can see you within me in the mirror,
A lunatic lover, the people taunt me.

Sometimes, my life hangs by a frayed string,
Beyond limit, I can go, do anything,
The drug named you, I need to mainline,
You in every drop of dripping blood, make my body shine.

What I had to write, write it for you,
But the pen jerked and led me through,
Could not lift my hand as if stuck with glue,
And my hobbling heart poured forth feelings to you…….

I can do anything to make you smile,
Kill myself without thinking for a while,
Tell me, you want that, do not hesitate,
Do not feel guilt, I have given you pains so great.

Today I want to thank you for helping me,
Bearing my burden, bruising your knee,
Not complaining against my actions, treating me so well,
I am such a reprobate, you are a marvel

Be happy and smile, as you do always,
But remember, smile with your heart and eyes,
To go away from you, there are so many ways,
The one for you was taken by someone in disguise.

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