This month of March.
For students, it's always a tough time trying to cope up with studies, I myself understand. For juniors, it's easier to score marks, while gradually, this easiness disappears, increasing difficulty level making it more pressurizing- especially those who took a wrong decision.
Integration. The chapter in Maths is really very tough. And since it's going to be a last exam day after tomorrow, it makes it more tough- because you don't even feel like studying. No matter the efforts you put up, it all seems in vain, you all seem to be absolute dumb to yourself, the simple chapters you never thought would appear so difficult, kills the most of the time. And it kills me more to find the simplest of questions in the question paper when I had spent hours studying for all those tough questions which ever came.
I rather like to dream about what I would do after the examination, after the maths paper, just moments afterwards.
I plan about getting a manicure, and apply beautiful nailart on my dearest nails, I plan how I would keep on sketching for the whole day, and write about those places unknown, far from our reach, decorated with jewels of nature, of cascades of freshwater, with life in it, and colours all over, in the spring, as if someone took all time to sprinkle colours on the scenery already so beautiful and play the festival of "Holi" with it.
I feel like running away to some distant land where no one can catch me, and spend hours just gazing at a vast emptiness, but a mind full of thoughts. I feel like decorating each thing I see, and plan how I can reuse old things ready to be discarded.
But then again, with two tough chapters and just one more day left, dreams shatter again, as I gloomily think of lines which can put an end to this post, which I cannot reason why I wrote.
But in the end, I would like to wish all the best to those who have their exams. :)
