It hurts daddy that you're not with me, when i need you the most. I know you'll never come back but instead of being negative I've taken up all the responsibilities of the family. Life is busy nowadays, I am pursuing CA and B.com (hons) from Delhi University. Schedule is hectic, workload is getting over my head and life is incomplete. I've strengthened myself for the hardships that i'll be facing in your absence.
I know that you wanted me to be a responsible son. I am trying, i am trying harder to reach your level , but somewhere deep inside i know i will never be able to match your level. From studies to keeping all the bank records of mom I've tried to do the best possible jobs that you would have done if you were alive.
Besides this schedule i take out some time everyday to write about you daddy. Practically speaking, I don't miss you because i know that a person cry for someone for one day, one month or one year but it is impossible to think about a person for every moment of your life.So, i have stopped missing you but yeah whenever i do a thing i do it the way thinking what you would have done staying at my place if you were alive. Mom often asks me that do i miss you. In answer, i smile and say "Rehne do".
