escape of deep buried emotions ,,,,

a law that is immortal ... and a law of nature is CHANGE ,,,,

as a victim of the same custom i went through a drastic change in me ... from sweet innocent and cheerful girl .. to straight forward ,,, less sympathetic ,, and mature human being ie LADY ,,,,

following the tradition of growing up ,, with lot of pressure .. ups and down ,,, both personal and professional i just wonder when and where i buried my emotions ,,, and became such a practical human being ,,, (its not bad to be practical ,,, but its really harsh sometimes to be only practical )

As a process of spending six full years in hostel infact the correct term would be girls hostel .. I as aperson became aware of all the melodrama ,,, true ...false both ,,, few betryals... few lies ,,, and created dramas... just made me loose basic nature of that proves that i belong to the specie called homo sapien .. thts the ability to feel and express my self using various emoticons ...

But today i researched the same ,,, when few tears trickled down ,,, my , cheek ,,, after seeing my old nana ji and nani ji (maternal grandparent ) in a span of six years ... there blessings for my future and ongoing internship ,,, few minutes of there self less love ,,, a young hand in clutched in wrinkled palms ,,shivering hands over myhead ,,, these elder members of the family ,,, can shower sooo much love ,,, no words to define the same ,,,

there i felt the difference of todays generation ,,, and the generations of years back ,,, the time wheel has just had a new architecture for its mould ,,,

but for that half an hour i valued love ,,, and respect ,,, and felt it has not lost within me IT EXISTT but now became smart to use it elegantly at defined place ,,,