I still remember the day we broke up..
You said for me life is like a movie..
You said that i am very selfish..
i know i said a yes to you even though i dint love you..
i know that hurt your feelings..
but i did not wanted to hurt u by saying no..
there was only one reason i did not wanted to lose you..
i know you always say that i am confused..
so confused that cannot feel if i love u even after a month in relationship..
I had said that lets be friends after break up..
you said that i am so selfish..
i cant love u n cant leave u also..
yes.. i am selfish..
so you just left me never called..
never messaged.. never met..
i being a boy.. i am not suppose to cry.. but i did..
You said i am selfish..
Did you think what will i do without you?
How would i eat.. after u going away.i still remember how you used to feed me..
U just left like a breez leaving me stand alone..
I am cruel I am bad.. you sad..
everyday i cry you never saw..
for all i did was i cared for you..
you never saw..
Everytime someone slams me with their harsh words..
it feels lyk someones slowly pinning needles in my heart..
knowing that self pitty is not a good thing..
i can do nothing but miss you..
you moved on.. i should've..
You won.. I lost..
i lost you..
yes i am selfish..
and i am dying slowly..
