do you want me to die again or love again

I read articles that made me think
is that because of me ?
Because i loved you. Did you ever try telling me that you love me. Did you ever ask yourself once that should i go to him and tell him that i love you.
What the fuck ?
Why she keeps saying to end
Why she throws sarcasm
What should i do for her god?

Please give me the path :) I don't know what to do :)
please tell me