Today I was told my depression is merely a "phase" of unhappiness and it will soon pass by. I should LEARN to be happy. (As if I don't want to). I don't know why people feel obligated to be oblivious of the fact that "DEPRESSION IS A REAL DEAL" and you just can't vanish it with a simple spell. You don't just wake up one day and decide to be depressed. Like "Oh man! I don't feel like being happy today so let me go meet depression."
No it's like you wake every damn day with a prickly plant latched to your body.
At first, you don't realise the truth about this cute little plant because it's just so small and what harm can it do..?? Right? So you leave it be. But after quite sometime you realise it's sucking the life outta you but now it's too late. Its thorns are sinking into your skin and every try to remove them only double the thorns up.
So you try asking for help but guess what?? No one feels this little devil except you. You feel its presence every second , everyday of your life. You feel it sucking the very core of your emotions, draining every good thing in you. You know. But you can't do anything. Because it won't let you. You know you have to but you can't.Feeling the helplessness yet??
NO??? pity.
...to be continued.
