I never claimed that I'm too holy or too pious that I'm dead sure about a happy ending,about an contented death.but one thing I'm sure that it would not be too painful or too hard.I never consider death as a horrifying thing,for me it is a blessing its a change,a new beginning,a new unexplainable turn.After all how much my starvation of life help me to survive in this world.I never want things to be permanent,not even life.Its a relief that there is an ending a finishing line.To me those people were the luckiest who meet death at their peak.After all the One with all powers is very Merciful and Beneficial,The World where no one except HIM is millions time better than this cruel Butcher House.He the most merciful,He the creator of the universe,He the owner of our breaths will indeed take care of us.I'm very hopefull.I love my life.I have hundreds of plans,thousands of dreams of future.Wanted to get wealth,fame,knowledge and peak.But indeed I wanna to die,wanna to buried in grave.No matter it is now,tomorrow,next week,or after 100 years.I believe His world and only His world,the world where no one but He,is the BEST and far more better than the world where He created Man as His creature,and then filled this creature with unexplainable and infinite desires.......
