Lots of thoughts jiggling in my mind . Don't know what to write. From where to start.
I wish you could look into my heart and see how much love is there inside me for you. Yes, my words are not enough to describe the intensity of my affection i have for you. Its been 3 years, we are together. But still i never felt contended about the thing that i could express my feelings to you.
No doubt, we fought, we had misunderstandings between us and how can i forget that separation which felt like somebody had took my breathe away from me. But, in-spite of all this we are together again and this time i don't think we are going to split again.
Today, you're far away from me, hardly have time to talk, to share what we feel. Its kills, seriously believe me day by i am dying inside. Watching calender, watching clock, counting days. This is whats left in my life without you. Whole day waiting for the night. Yes, its 12 o'clock in midnight, checking my phone again and again. 12:01. 12:05. 12:30. 1 o'clock. No message. No call. Still awake. 1:30. Loosing hope. Tears in my eyes. 2 o'clock. Broken heart. Shattered hopes. Wet pillow. But no one can hear my cries. Not even you. But i am not blaming you. I know you're also not happy with all this.
I still remember the day you left , i didn't even had the courage to turn back and look at you because i knew if i turned back i wouldn't have let you go.
There were days when we spent our life's each second in each others warmth, and now i can't even feel your presence. Please come back soon before everything turns cold, our relation, my heart, even my body too.
