Waking up in the morning , i waved a hello at the most happening incidents of my fruitless day . It had been quite some time since i longed for my mother to give me a morning kiss , to see my father with newspaper , to see my grandma with the most contented smile and to wake up my life - my brother .
Morning and I heard the screaming and shouting loud . Facepalm , i intervened . Now , the events moulded a different , difficult life for me . The age i had been crossing thorough , my brother - he traced the same steps .
Pity , mother . Sorry . i don't know how u handled and still handle me . i think .
Arguements at its hottest placed the room . The ideas were the most pathetic , one could kick asses if they heard what they were fighting on .
The juice , it has no sugar .. Why the hell did you forget ? shouted the unbelievered boy .
Mom , she said - And this junk , your phone when the hell will you give it a rest ?
You know what it's really unimaginable and pathetic when your brother acts so wierd . You don't even know how to tell him he is wrong at 15 , very wrong . The whole me at 15 , he was my anima now .
But , still i tried and he taught me more than i could teach him .
I said - what do you aim for ?
He said - I.P.S. Officer
In this way with your phone , do yu think you ll become an I.P.S. officer ?
No .
Midway of the conservation , i realised chasing dreams needed living determination too . Dreams , i have them too , but am i giving my 100 % for them to fulfill or am i underconfident ? Having the potential still shyness kills you ?
I said , i hold confidence in you . I know you will be be the one and people will follow you .
He looked surprisingly towards me and said - Di , I know and i will for you , for everybody who loves .
And , same are the feelings i hold for you , thank you .
He switched off his phone , handed over to me .. went straight inside , made mum coffee , sat with her chatted long and came to me and said -
It's strange how your words can make so much difference to me . i am glad you tried . Your ignorance resulted in a disastorous me . Your baby face yet stern words today ,ahead of ignorance shows the love and care . I love you .
The thought of loosing years ,days , minutes and seconds due to his unmeaningful activities made me do so .
Now i know , one little effort from you makes a lot of difference specially to the ones who love you and vice versa . We confide in each other , he always says i am proud to be your anima , wonderful girl .
You and me , WE both are special and there is no other who can be . :D
