Broken shards...

There you were
No more "here"
And it rained
Heavy rains
Downpour and torrents

Tornado in the heart
Anxiety in the mind
Were you gone?

For bad or worse
I believe it was worst
For my brain just died
Where was I? Without you?
How will I live? Without you?

I know there's not much
For you to stay
For you to hold on to
Then why were you
Why "here" in the first place?

Broken shards all around
What were they?