Today,I realize that how much judgemental I am about myself.I look on and observe other people deeply just to compare myself with them,and if i found some one doing some difficult task,which I really want to do and was unable to do ,i feel how useless I am...if he or she can do that,why not I.I have the same amount of time and opportunity to that,then why I am lacking motivation to do that task.These unwanted...yes totally unwanted thoughts makes me feel inadequate of my self.It is hard for me to see those qualities in others which i need to be in me..it doesn't mean that I use to be jealous of others...i never...but this thing just made me to judge my self harshly,which results in making me feel worse about myself with the conclusion"I can never do anything useful"or "No one wastes his time as much as I"or"Every one around me is living a better life with a better aim".
WTF...can't I be happy with what I am.why do I always look my self in comparison to others.Why I always underestimate my self.So today I give my self a chance to think positive,and I realized that how wrong i was doing with myself.I was pushing my self down.I was going to become a victim of inferiority complex.But no, I don't deserve that and I also don't deserve those harsh remarks which i usually say about myself.I know that no one one is perfect.Every one lacks something.No one gets everything he wants.what I think is the case with me is the problem of everyone...and most of all I am not as much bad as I think....and after all this I am feeling much better now :) because i have got the point that i can never be like others,but still I can make myself better and can enhance my abilities without losing "me".
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IF you are not gonna accept what you are, then how can you expect others to appreciate for your being :)
Do improve, but don't make anyone else the bench mark :)
your competition is with your own self! and this is the secret of success and happiness :) :)