In the dawn when sunset get down towards sea to have long night for us there comes a series of some memories for me. Relation between memories and evening seems to be long lasting as every evening comes with a fresh memory of someone special. The city seems rushing through roads to reach unknown destination. So many people around yet heart feels lonely. Lots of entertainment media is around but heart still looking for something who is not near me. Sitting with mobile in hand checking contact list but found not even single to call and share the emptiness. Then checked in the online networking communities Facebook, twitter…so many friends online but again not felt to start own conversation about what I actually feel.
Who is causing the loneliness? What I that which is missing? What is that which have so much of importance? What should be done to have some relief to mind, heart and soul? These types of questions frequently come with every evening and disturbing every second with a blur face. I know that time change and you will also change but I feel that this is not known to my heart. My eyes are still looking for you, where have you gone? Same ways every evening get spent and I do not understand why evening brings your memories with it.
If you have to be getting parted from me then let happen the things very positively and with smiles on faces. Then why do you see back with such sad face, what you think again at every milestones of life. Again today is evening and why your memories disturbing me? Distances will be like so rude I had never thought that even if you appear somehow in front of eyes I could never wave again. Each moment spent together seems like taking revenge with tear drops for those smiles. Even today I can feel your touch but could not see you around in this evening. Many times I got alerted with some sound but when I watched closely it was just no one. I saw you in thoughts and you failed to recognize me because of dim light of evening otherwise it never happened that you didn’t identified me.
Darker it’s going more pain I could feel I was left with no option than of forgetting you. As this happened like you was sitting in front of me and could hear my voice.Under the burden of your dreams my eyes getting closer and I could feel that it is just memory and you are nowhere near me.
