With a single beat,
The music cranks up…
And I smile my smile
I am free !
The reality slowly slips away
It seems to ask... do u want me to stay or go away ?
I reply : stay,
stand by and watch me fly,
stand and watch me fade away,
its like a mentor standing by a glass…
i know its there .. still I loose myself,
its then that I feel life, its then I feel alive.
The pain , the binds… all reduced to ashes
its me and me alone,
away from u and away from myself..
I just sink away.
Its what I want … a life beyond ,
To be free … all I want is to be free.
The stark blandness of this life…
Bites me, kicks me ,prods me.
Its then I wanna live and die all at once.
Tired of hanging ,
I need to need…
The choice to live or die ?
to do as I please…
The music cranks up and I loose myself
Away from everything
I move away
The still darkness ... only need to shut my eyes
I find my sweet escape… I find a dream
A life beyond life
In tht moment I know my self
The long lost self ,the patron ,the kid
I welcome myself with open arms
In the strong arms I loose my self
The soft music sways me away
In the embrace I die and somehow come alive
The fragment of myself is still alive
It slips by me sometimes..
In times like this I find my grip
In times like this I meet myself
Snap.. back to reality… the music ends, curtains down
Open my eyes
groan at the same world…
Then new song begin and I smile
Make the choice…
why die when I can live..
I Shut my eyes
I loose myself again ….
Ahhh… it’s a wonderful life
