I am a bit heart broken today. So what do I do now. Actually there is nothing I can do in this moment. Things have gone beyond me. They were never in my hands actually. So am keeping up with the time and figuring out what needs to be done to survive this day.
I have few goals for me in the very near future. Things have not been sailing smooth since few months, particularly few days. My company is going to shut down in just few days. Maybe not. All that I can hope for. We had been trying real hard to not let our employees feel this panic but they will some day. Maybe we will be able to run our company, but there is a little hope.
Today I got to know that the girl I had been in love with since last five years is getting married. It was a small fight few months ago. We were not talking since then. Maybe she never felt anything for me. That's okay. She moved on. Good for her. Who am I now to say a word to her. Initial ceremonies are already done.
So I was watching "Pursuit of Happyness" but the streaming stopped. Bad bad day. But what do I do now? Don't feel like working for now. Need a break.
I want to travel the world. Infact I can start of today with the local areas. My friend is going Amritsar tonight. But yeah, I don't have money. I have just 400 rupees left in my bank account. Credit card is working and I will pay the pending amount from Company's bank account. But what next? Well, I will get a job easily, I know that. But I don't want to go into jobs again after so many years of own work.
But yes, I have to travel the world. Maybe I need to figure out which country first. I will do some free lance jobs in the next few months. But yeah, I need to find out my business partner first. He had been missing since last two days. We have to take a call, weather we are really going to shut down the company. I feel like a total break down at times. Mom and dad's health are not keeping up as well. I know they will be alright.
I need to get rid of my car too. Its additional burden on my pocket which already has many holes in it. Borrowing money from friends will be the last thing I would like to do.
Yes, I want to get out of this. Maybe I will not be writing on WriterBabu after a month or so for about few months. I am really planning to travel Europe and Africa. Will return back and tell stories, if everything goes as per the plan.
For now, here are few quotes which I just searched and read:
Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power.
Abraham Lincoln
You don't develop courage by being happy in your relationships everyday. You develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity.
Epicurus
There is no better than adversity. Every defeat, every heartbreak, every loss, contains its own seed, its own lesson on how to improve your performance the next time.
Malcolm X
The friend in my adversity I shall always cherish most. I can better trust those who helped to relieve the gloom of my dark hours than those who are so ready to enjoy with me the sunshine of my prosperity.
Ulysses S. Grant
All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me... You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.
Walt Disney
In times of great stress or adversity, it's always best to keep busy, to plow your anger and your energy into something positive.
Lee Iacocca
Every adversity, every failure, every heartache carries with it the seed on an equal or greater benefit.
Napoleon Hill
Sometimes adversity is what you need to face in order to become successful.
Zig Ziglar
Adversity is like a strong wind. It tears away from us all but the things that cannot be torn, so that we see ourselves as we really are.
Arthur Golden
If you live long enough, you'll make mistakes. But if you learn from them, you'll be a better person. It's how you handle adversity, not how it affects you. The main thing is never quit, never quit, never quit.
William J. Clinton
Every great man, every successful man, no matter what the field of endeavor, has known the magic that lies in these words: every adversity has the seed of an equivalent or greater benefit.
W. Clement Stone
