I remember when I saw him for the first time in the gathering of parents and students to encourage young and raw talent of school and college going students..In the environment of chaos projecting loud crowd, he was very quite observing activities displayed on stage..Besides his calm nature and composed personality another thing which added the charm was his attractive looks.. There was seat between us which was occupied by a child of seventh grade.. I was continuously talking to him so to distract my mind from him, but at times planning is of no use leaving you helpless for that particular moment...
After our first encounter, I saw him several times in our college as his face was imprinted on my mind...being a girl, who over think about minute things, I end up with the conclusion that he never knew I existed…later when I was being dramatic and low, there appeared a news that my classmate happened to be our mutual friend.. feeling shy, went to her and talked about the situation not knowing that this would be the start of new episode of this story… in short we started to interact through cell phones…I made sure he never sees me in person again as I was very shy and insecure..
After several days of chit chat, I realised he was by far the sweetest person I’ve ever met who knows the worth of words spoken and their impact on the other person..He made me feel beautiful with his words and sweet gestures...
There came a twist when I got to know that he loved a lady for several years and still struggled as there was a bridge of communication gap and personality conflict between them…though for many intense moments I secretly wished to be with him but being his friend, had to impart more confidence in him so that he would attain what he wished for so long…
now when I can sense him being happy with his dream girl as a result of many prayers, struggle and patience, I wish to disappear from his life, for forever…
I guess when a man loves, he becomes selfish and make sure he have it all for his own self as compared to woman who when loves, gives and is brave enough to let go of that person…
