My Last words :
No more words. Nothing, never.
There've been too many already.
Just a silence-long, deep, eternal
A decay-painful, slow, but steady.
The only window to my mind still open
Is contaminating the machine; I'm getting rusty
This window needs to be shut down now
The storms are too strong and too dusty.
We've seen together moments good and bad
Some special, some anguished, of praises and fights
For all the love, the friendship, the admiration
And equally the pain-I'm as grateful as one might
Maybe you'd complain there's too much unsaid
And unheard, still, the decision won't bend
I beg you not to protest or plead, just remember
All things, good and bad, come to an end.
Incarnations cease to exist, but existence cannot.
Though I'd hate to, but I'll still be-invisible, but around.
I've lived for long, undeservedly, in your hearts
& As I empty this crazy home, it's only grief, and gratitude, profound.
Do me a last favor, fulfill the last wish
Do not wipe my tears, and do not question why
and I promise to stay as near to your heart
As u want; Just call my name out, for once,try
I'll live in the words I'm robbed off today
In coincidences from past, in every empty look
Tomorrow may not exist, today may be oblivious
So I'll be yesterday-until you chose to shut the History book
I beg you not mercy for selfishness unabated
I beg you not pity to this selfish piece of matter
I beg you not a chance to explain or justify
I just beg you to move on, and forget Envisager
"अपनी गलियों और अपने घर से ज़रा दूर हैं,
कुछ तो रोटी और कुछ वक्त से मजबूर हैं."
Hello Everyone,
I know it may come as unexpected to most of you, but the words above say it all I guess, and whatever they don't, would never be said. Those who can, would have already heard them.
I wanna thank everyone who ever came to this profile, who ever read anything i wrote, i shared and to all those who cared to comment, criticize and appreciate. A lot of poll and perpertual comments prove that.
THANX A LOT.
I'm not gonna remove anything from this profile...I can't for I have loved it too much.
But I won't post again.
Or appear on circles.
Still, I'll be around, for I don't have a choice.
Incarnations cease to exist, but existence cannot
If u ever liked or loathed anything on this profile, or the person behind it, do me a favor. Do not ask me to change my decision, for i won't.
I beg you not to protest or plead- the decision will not bend
Anyway, if u ever regarded me as a friend, don't be afraid..u r not gonna LOSE me. I'll be there, always, as long as I am.
I can be reached at :
itsme.praveenchoudhary@gmail.com & https://www.facebook.com/praveen.choudhary.790
" You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me, ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated, in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, my love feeds on your love, beloved, and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine. "
I guess have said enough, more than I needed to.
No more words. Nothing, never.
There've been too many already.
You taught me a lot of things. Time with you guys was wonderful. Now I shall continue my journey ahead. Adieu friends, Adieu WB family. We will meet again, someday.
GoodBye !!!
देख ले ज़िन्दगी ,
इक तुझे पाने में,
मेरा कितना कुछ
छूट गया !!
Lots of love and luck
Envisager
