Dear life,
This will probably be the last letter I am writing. I am addressing it as life because there is no one in specific whom I can mention, and if I start writing the names of all the people I have come across in this life then maybe I will have to wait a year more to die!
I know it maybe a sin to commit suicide but this is the only thing that is what I can do.
Mom, Please don't be upset maybe we will meet again in next life and I will be a better son then. I will never hurt you. I will fulfill all your wishes. I will do all those things which I couldn't do in this life. You were the one who brought me to this world, you were the one to help me grow, from finding my books to washing my clothes and reading out stories until I fell asleep. You did everything. You were my everything. Our love for each other was limitless. It is useless to say this here but still mummy I love you, I will love you forever.
Dad, I couldn't be a good son I know, but as I promised mom I promise you the same to be a much much better one in the next life. I will never forget those visits to the playground with you and how you taught me to hold the cricket bat. I never ever in my life felt unsecured because I always knew you were there beside me. Sorry I couldn't crack the IIT- mains but I promise you I will be the best engineer in the next life, I will fix everything. This life I wanted to be a writer and how fortunate am I to write my last piece to all my beloved people.
Granny, I know you will also miss me. I too will. You were the best granny one could have. Sleeping on your lap, your calm and quite smile, the delicious dishes which you prepared I will miss them all. Yes I want you to be with me your inspirational sayings and those stories. Forgive me I couldn't tough your feet one last time in this life. I hope I can do so next time.
Anjali I am happy to have found you in this life. I love you. Please don't cry after I am gone. Just remember those memories and the time we spent together. How we used to fight and how we made fun of each other. Those memories will be priceless. Remember the day it was raining heavily? and there was only one umbrella with us? How filmy that was. To be so close to you. I wanted to touch your lips that day. I will remember you forever. You and me will forever be one soul. But promise me that after I am gone you will find a man much much much better than me and I know it will not be that very difficult I was not that special anyways.
Arivnd, Rahul, Sameer, Pranav and Smita I know you all will be happy after all a big headache is leaving you lives. I was just kidding. You all had been the best of best friends to me. Goodbye to you all. I wish to find you around again somewhere in some other life.
I have written to all those people who were closest to me, Please forgive me if I forgot to mention anyone special. I had been a disgrace all this while and I hope earth will be a better place after I leave. Mom, Dad you don't need to worry about my future any more I am leaving forever, I hope everybody lives in peace after I am gone.
This life wasn't the best one, it was all my fault. I hope I can make it better next time.I am knowingly taking my life. NO ONE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DEATH.
Your
Son,Grandson,lover,Friend.
(See you all soon. Take care)
