So this is what being sad feels like. Being sad not for any object of desire but because of being betrayed by the person you loved.There are very few occasions that make you feel this way. The feeling of sinking deep, getting crushed by an invisible pressure all around you. You struggle to breathe freely all the while thinking about the person who betrayed you.You introspect, what went wrong, what was it that you didn't do or do wrong. Then you try to console yourself that it isn't your fault really that things turned out this way. But to no avail, you just can't blame the person you cared for so much, you still do.You hope for the pain to stop. But it doesn't. You try to bury yourself with academic work. It works all the while you are busy, but eventually your mind wanders towards the person and the pain returns again.Your heart feels like giving up. The future looks gloomy, you can't imagine your future without the very person you miss.Then you realize it's said that time is the best healer. There is nothing else you can do. You pray for the well being and happiness of the person who hurt you and carry on with the daily chores of your mundane life...
