Her eyes were swollen as she has cried the last whole night. There was love. There was need. There was a pain in her eyes. I was looking straight in her eyes when two rolled down her face, shining in those street lights. Oh God Why? I shook my head in disgust wondering why she bears so much. Maybe, for me? No, I mean how can she, for a guy who this selfish and mean that he doesn’t even care for what she feels for him. She gently placed her head on my shoulder. I somehow managed to look at her face. Yes, it actually needed some courage, some motivation. There were still some tears in those eyes. I wiped her tears away with my fingers before she broke and cried like anything. I mean I never had seen her crying like this. Not only her, any girl infact. I was confused. Not knowing what to do next, I simply hugged her tightly. She brushed her face around my neck in the process. I felt that wetness of her eyes. It was so so heart breaking. I hugged her even more tightly.
That was the day when I realized how mean and selfish I was. Her love to me was unconditional. But it was me who was a fool who had a condition for every next thing. She sacrificed almost everything for me and don’t know what she got in return from this freak, this fool.