I tried to take my own life once.
Or twice, I just can't lie.
Because there's been times in my life
Where I just wished to die.
I swallowed all the pills I had.
They made me forget the pain.
I laid in bed and waited.
But tomorrow, it still came.
I woke up worse than I was before.
Because now I had to live
With the pain that I tried to get rid of.
My heart just wouldn't give.
I don't tell people I did this
Because I'm such a happy guy.
But little do all my friends know
That I go home and cry.
I can share this here because I know
That no one here knows me.
It's funny because you all
know me the best In actuality.
Better than my friends know me,
Because I don't tell them I'm in danger.
But I'll confide my secrets in
A bunch of other strangers.
