Its a tickling sensation when I catch you looking at me. I try hard not to smile or make a face, and just look away. With a corner of my eye I look again, towards you, you are embarrassed. I, not wanting to embarrass you, turn my back on you. A delightful moment it is, it always puts a smile on my face when I recall it in my hall of memories. Honestly, its not just with you, its with everyone whom I care. But such moments with the opposite gender obviously thrills me more. Its just quite weird, it cannot be controlled.
Once, I was talking with my friend regarding a very serious issue of her life when I just randomly twisted my neck sidewards and caught you looking. I turned towards my friend's direction and just smiled, my dimples dancing on my cheeks and my eyes closed trying to replay that moment again and again. The poor girl got so confused as to why I am smiling at such a crucial moment of her story. I felt so ashamed that I cooked up an evil idea on the spot and served it to her and justified that "the idea" was the reason that I started smiling. Thankfully she was convinced. Phew!
I need to learn to control this dopey feeling of mine...
