It was sunday 15th february 2015, N next day she was about to withdraw from her place for collage, she was upset from the girl she was living with in hostel, after finishing a tough topic i needed a break, so i came to her room, i knocked, she said " come later, i need to spend sometime alone". i said " no baby please open the door i want something from your place"
after 5 or 6 mins, she opened the door.. n i went inside, i asked "whats going on.?" she was reading a book related to physology, i asked " are you really intrested in it" she said "yes, I am"
i asked " In which branch.?" she said, "HUMAN BEHAVIOUR"
i said "Okay". she said nothing for 5 mins then i asked "what happen, why are you upset.? "
she said "Nobody Understand's me" i said "i can, i will hear you, tell me what happned to you.?" n she started saying that "I dont wanna do PG after internship" i said okay then what are you planning for.? she said " Not decided yet" n said "I am a girl with no AIM and i dont have any rights to live, i cant keep you people happy, nobody is happy with me, god created a waste, i should die."
n tears fall down.
There was silence between us.
she said " i knew you wont understand"
Each n everything was in my mind, n i laughed n asked" REALLY :D .?
n said 'you dont how someone feel when she/he get less marks then expected n when 4 log kehte hai " will you get that subject in such marks"
you know how i felt when a friend of mine said " PMT to Dur KI BAAT HAI TUM TO SIKSHAKARMI ki exam b pass nhi kr paoge"
you know how i felt when all my friends left me, who were everything to me.
you dont know how i felt when i see a group of friends
you dont know what happned to me.
you dont know how i feel when that person (whom i love from bottom of my heart) dont talk to me after knowing i need him, i love him.. ( crying)
A year passed but i still miss him, love him, but he don't care. Life dumped me, i lost my self-confidence, nothing is more worse then this right.?
i said " your life was smooth from the initial maintain it, dont make it rough by making youself upset or depressed.. "
somebody knocked the door, it was MOM, n this way it ended...!!!
