?_?

These days I wake up with that sickening feeling inside me .The more I try to make myself understand that everything will be all right ,the worse it gets. I have never been the person who would ask Why ?
Why this happens to me ? I have always thought that the same happens with everyone at some point of their life.And you just have to make it through. This is just God throwing a challenge at you. You have to prove you can make it through.But these days I find myself asking these Questions.I don't even know why I am writing this. I am not even good at that. Basically , I am good at nothing .I would recommend To Read this at your personal risk
Anyone who would read this will think ! Yeah this person surely needs a psychiatrist ! Depressed case kind of
But still I am here thinking I can make it through ! I know I can .. I guess I will....
Still physced