random girl's Diary

Dear concealer,
I'm always insecure of what people think about me. I would like to change this one trait of mine......
Tomorrow is my first day in school. As I have made this decision that I won't make any friends here (besides I'm a quite one I can't make friends even if I want to. It will take me lots of time to do so) , I was wondering what the other students think of me when I won't talk to them that much and then I think why do I even care about what people think of me- its not that that I will have to spend my whole life with them, its just the matter of 2 years! I hate this thing about myself. This is why I'm not confident. I have no idea what things would be like here. Well that's just me and that's all for today!

Drowned in thoughts
Random girl.

Dear concealer,
A little disappointed at myself because i failed to maintain my diary. But its never too late. Is it? Actually I've was busy in board exams, ( and I'm pretty much sure that I will fail in 10th this time. No kidding, I'm serious *fingers crossed*) helping my mother in packing and all that jazz. I'm going Hisar tomorrow to give the entrance exam for 1 (commerce! hurray!!). There are lots of things going on these days but for now I just want to talk about how things went today. It was the last day with my friends (yes it hurts so much) and we went to watch a movie. Lets begin from the beginning. We were 5 friends all together. We hit the jamming area and it was so fun I didn't wanted this day to end at all. We played so many games and then watched the movie. Everything was fine until.......karan! He was one of the five friends. We were all fine and in the interval when he came back with another friend Pranav (who was also one of us) he told him to switch the seats so that he could sit with me. I didn't knew why they were switching seats so when asked why both of them answered together they were like......
Pranav: karan ne likhita ke saath.......
Karan: Pranav ko corner mein bethna hai
So I noticed that karan was actually lying about Pranav. Why did he needed to do that? Why did he needed to lie at all? I don't really find this right. And now I don't like him as a friend. I don't like him at all. The problem is things have changed since we're all grown up but he is still the same guy I met in 7th class. I know that it good thing not to change but sometimes it irritates. It really does. At least you can act mature. I hate him and his stick-with-me attitude. Karan or whatever this day was perfect. I wish this day was my every day. I will miss them so bad, specially Arnav and Ankita. Now its getting long. Right?
Well, that's all for today.

XOXO,
Gossip girl.


......just kidding ;)

Drowned in thoughts
Random girl.

Dear concealer
hi there! Long time no see! :P Well that's because I went the "isolation mode". That's putting my phone aside, no facebook, no going out and stuff. People sometimes hate me for this habit of mine. But hey! That's just me! Anyway. Dad got tranfered again. This time to Hisar. It sucks and so does the colony where we'll be living in. Its an old colony built in 1991, It has pink walls and the houses are yellowinsh cream in color from inside. Thank godness my father managed to change the colours at least in our house. Love You dad! I can't stand yellow, I hate this colour. Gives me pukes! It was built a long time ago and doesn't have any house keeping staff. We will shift after once the board exams are over. Hard days ahead, huh? I don't think that I'm gonna make any friends in here in Hisar. Aadat ho jayegi. Hai na?
That'll for today.

Drowned in thoughts
Random girl.


PS- Remember that creepy stuff? Its still happening and we still don't know who the hell is doing it!

Dear concealer,
I can call it a yet another day in the life of mine. Nothing much happened today. Their was a Havan in our school. We had to sit for one and a half hour. But still... had a lots fun with friends screaming "Swaaha" at the top of our lungs :P! Came home, went to sleep and woke up at 7 pm. Now i don't know if I am gonna fall asleep tonight or not! Well, writing the second part of my story.
I have to admit, this site is damn good at keeping me busy and distracted from studies ! ;) :P
That's all for today.

Drowned in thoughts
Random girl.

Dear concealer,
I experienced a really creepy stuff last night. It started when me and my mum were sleeping and then suddenly we heard some strange noises coming from the apartment which is right above ours. The noises like hammering, moving the furniture and rolling of a rubber ball. And the thing is, no one actually lives in that apartment from which the noises were coming! A family used to live there but now it is vacant. May be we misunderstood it. May be the noises were coming from somewhere else. But who would do the hammering or shift the furniture or play with a ball at freakin' 12 o'clock at night!!? We were scared, although these noises only lasted for 10 minutes or so. And we are not the only ones who hear these noises. Everyone here does! And there are rumors that this society was built on a graveyard. Creepy, huh? It all sounds like scary movie. But we don't really care as long as these noises last only a few minutes. Let 'em ghosts enjoy hammering the stuff around! :P
Well anyway! Its my second day in this website and I noticed that there are no such tags as vampirism, dark poetry, Gothic literature or something like that (i don't know if its there but i didn't saw any of these yet so....). I think people should reveal their dark side. I know everybody in this world has one. And its nothing wrong writing about devils or some other evil stuff its has been the part of literature since many years. Aren't people here tired of writing all that good-goody, inspirational, happy, blah blah stuff?! I like what people write, I respect that. But I'm gonna try writing some dark stuff here whether I get author polls or not. I don't care! It'll be fun! ;)
As per today's daily routine, I finally started studying today! And I started reading a new novel- "The secret of the Nagas" by Amish Tripathi. Its first part was simply amazing! I think I just fell in love with the writer. I just learned the lot of things from that book.
Well, that's all for today!


Drowned in thoughts
Random girl.

Dear concealer,
A yet another lazy holiday! Did nothing but watched the movies and was online on facebook the whole day. Though the boards are approaching but don't feel like studying. May be I will start with it tomorrow. But I feel like socializing today. And that reminded me of a guy on facebook. A weird guy! I don't understand half of the things he types but still somehow I manage. And guess what! I ended up giving him my number! How can I be so stupid!?!! He's a desi, punjabi type of guy. The type of guy I totally hate!! I still can't believe myself. #Disaster! Well that's all for today!

Drowned in thoughts
Random girl.