Me's Diary

i really want to confess something

Zeu i have high blood sugar and i am not telling you because you will get scared and you will be worried all the time.

I love you . I dont want hide anything from you but i dont have an option now.

Beautiful we are gonna get married very soon.

Its been a long time

I probably my life is messed up .

I have job offers but i want to continue with my present job

I dont know what to do.

My Soulmate is worried about our future. We are madly in love with each other .
Time is testing us and we will get married.

not well
Suffering from fever since past 2 days

Hi

Let's start losing weight now. It's high time .
I am planning to go for a full scale juice diet now.

I want to lose weight by hook or crook.

My beautiful zee loves me the way I am but I want to give her the best me.

I love her madly but sadly her father hates me.
I will try and fight all odds and marry asap.

My zee gets sad very soon. I have been trying to give my best in this relationship but sadly I am not able to give my love enough time that she deserves.
I kills me from inside .

I love you zee

I am sorry lovely for everything.

Hello

Working as a consultant for a well known company in India.

Want to get inside the Trust as a manager but it will be a little difficult because I haven't ever got anything in my life so easily.

Life is a journey guys

Be happy and keep smiling

I love you zee

Sorry god i have disappointed you again.

Hi

Yesterday day was my birthday but I had to work, I may say I chose to work,

I am irritated with my life and fitness.
I gained a lot of weight.

I need to lose weight.

So weight loss journey begins today

Dear Zee

I love you , I am madly in love with you dear,

Baby i miss you so much ,..
wanna marry you as soon as possible ..

Guys haven't started implementing my time table , a little worried about my weight now.. wanna lose extra kgs..


God Forgive me..

Today I am setting my Goal to reduce weight,

I am 125Kg today- 6th of May.

My goal is to reach 85 kg till - 6th october

that is 150 days to reduce 40 Kg ,

Means if have to reduce at least 2 Kg/week.

I really want to lose weight my lovely soulemate is waiting for me..

I love you Zee..

6th May 2015

sorry for not updating....

Just feel like writing for the whole day...

Zeuu I Love You..

I don't why m i feeling so irritated today , feel like smashing myself.


I have gained a lot of weight and i am trying my best to get rid of the extra kg of fat.

I dont know, i have been cheating myself since a long time. Now its the time to concentrate and lose weight.

I am also not able to meditate properly , today i have to complete mt 2.5 hours by hook or crook.

God Forgive Me

It's Christmas today....
Sitting near a road full of buses and listing to the melodious voices of sweet birds.
This is life we have to chose what we want , as i chose to leave my job and stand for my start up but who knows what's gonna happen. This is life its very unpredictable.
Though I have a job in hand but shill I pray to god for my start up.
I know I should not ask anything from almighty but still sometimes i do.
God I want to live under your mercy, forgive me god don't leave me my lovely father .

Finally got time to write

I good my zee..
she said yes and we both are madly in love with each other.
I really love my baby.

I left my job about a month back ,
my co founders are leaving me.
I am stuck up what to do.
I am infinitely tensed about my start up.

from now on no discussion with zee about it she gets very sad .
I am gonna go to her house on her birthday.
i want to marry my dear soulmate

I am in a very peculiar situation,
My parents , her parents, she herself my sister her sister everybody is tensed because of me.

I am feeling very bad about it.
God Help Me


I love you God
love you too my doll

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got chnce to write a very long time

Dear where are you baby talk to me dear. I promise to work day and night to get you. Come to me baby

Baby where are you. Talk to me. I love you. Please dear . I'll work hard now every day for you just come to me dear. Dear you haven't replied me dear . Missing you. I promise god . I'll do everything for you and from now on I'll be the person you want me to be. Just give me my baby god. Love you.

Hii. Today I wanted to go for a movie with my baby . she had told me that she will call me and she'll tell nme all the details but she hasn't called or messaged me since 2 days. Baby where are you at least message me dear .. Please dear tell Me...... I m missing you dear .... Where are you ...

You were embarrassed on that day ............ hear me i'll !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Baby i love you so much that, i can even sacrifice my life for you dear...

You know that i love u and having sex is like celebrating love. you once wanted to know how will we celebrate love.

Baby lets create a imaginary place where you and me are together suppose our bed room....
Lets assume this thing has already happened.

You were reading you book on mangroves and i was facebuking on my lap top.

It was getting late so i switched of my laptop and i was about to sleep but i just saw a beautiful smile on your face and i was so fascinated with that and i wanted to know what were you thinking because you have a habit of thinking while you are studying.
So i asked you for the reason behind your beautiful smile which was glittering and was lighting my night.
you always flirt with me so you said it was me.
baby i was just beside you were adamant that you were thinking about me.
so i pulled your cheeks and kissed them and was about to lie down just tat moment you said only one kiss.

I gave you a smile and pulled you towards me and you were a little resistive but when you came near you kissed me on my lips and you asked me to sleep but you never meant that, you wanted to have come sensual pleasure before you fell asleep in my arms.

i saw that coming and then i started kissing you on your neck , ears and cheeks everything i did was tickling you and you were laughing and enjoying it.
Then we were staring into each others eyes after 10-15 seconds we had a really tight hug and i pushed you in a sleeping position and i was almost on you, yes i know by that time i would be as fit as you.
The i kissed you we had a french we were almost licking into each others mouth.
The i started kissing you on your neck and then i paused for a while and in the mean while you opened your zip and i was so seduced that i immediately opened your bra and i stated kissing your twin assets. i was pressing them and kissing them and you were screaming out of joy and you were enjoying every bit of it..
Then i went further and i was kissing you tummy almost licking it.



Tats it.................. i'll do the rest when we get married and you'll enjoy it my love...........

our celebration baby.................

Hiiiiiiiiiiii

I have wrote a lot on ZEU....... i have had a lot of twist and turns in my love story and i know still more are yet to come but i am happy to tell you that i have my ZEU......
Te love of my life.......
Baby i love u........... i can't live a day without you dear............... you are my life baby...
we will live 2gather, i'll marry u and yes we will have kids baby i love u so much .............. i'll do anything for you baby dont leave me baby..........

Since past few days i haven't been able to spare time for myself, Its 4:00 am . I just woke up and realized i what i wanted to do in life.

This ZEU chapter begins again again no matter how many times i close it.
She knows that i like her but still she wants to play with me..

People are really mean ..........

RS

Missed you yar...

I have started talking to ZEU, hope everything stays as it is...........

ZEU i really love you but i cant do anything about it,


Gave my presentation today, thank god.
Finally its over ,

I sleep tonigh

Gotta talk to my mom.

Love MOM

Sorry God

RS

ZEU i am mad for you, please comee to me..............
I wrote those poems for you and i promise not to disturb you again.


Feeling irritated ..................... i am angry my love she is tensed because of me.. I really love her but i am not made for her and now she is not ready to talk to me...











babe i give up. Now i wont ever talk to you.

Be happy and keeo smiling

Sorry god
Forgive me


RS